Short thought

i start my relationship with him at March 5th 2004. From Junior High School , Senior High School , coLLage and untiL now.

too much story in our relation. i khow him in everything !!! His attitude, His Word, his family, his gesture if Lie to me (his sound will be different and he won't to see my eye. But, something i can't do to him !! MAKE HIS RELATION WITH HER PARENT BETTER!!

Ohhh... God..... that is my main purpose for his Life !!! but,, i can't. i Just crash our Life .... :(

tired.. i just want a Wedding :( ... his parents Like disagree with our relation!! Why ?? am i a bad girL ?? am i ever hurt their family ??

Okee.... Just keep Pray !!! i Need to Pray....pRay and Pray .....

my Relationship at Junior High SchooL

before has a relationship with Him, i ever make a relationship with my classmate. hahahaha.... he is skinny, ugly, dark skin, very untidy..... oh No !!! i just start my relationship with someone like him ??? Just beggining, i guess !!!!

but, i feLL save beside him.. he always take care of me. yeaahh .... we are over at i feeL a little bit love to Dani ... so,, Good Bye, darLing !!!! jiakakakakakakkkk ...

i am is a typical unfaithful girl. hehehe.. at start my relationship with him, someone Like me. in fact, i don't like him. i just want to make him repentance. cause he is a smoker, bad boy and so on. so, i agree to be her girLfriend (of course dani don't know about it).

i feeL if he (affair) can't different. aarrrgghhhh ... i Just waste my time!!!!! so, i over that relationship and i heard from my friend, if he is more bad after i end our relation. I DON'T CARE !!!!

Back to Dani.. he going to another city (Jakarta) for music school. He love music. but, he has fighting with his parents, so he back to Sangatta. he's really different. he never open mind with me, never make ma happy. "i think he not yet love me"

But, we just flow this relationship. untiL my parents get our letter. and i don't know WHY MY PARENTS SO ANGRY IF I HAVE A BOYFRIEND !!! DAMN !!! i don't care with them. i stiLL continue our relationship. everyday my mom shout at me, hit me.. she said "U ARE A CHILDREN!! U HAVE TO STUDY!! DONT MAKE A DATE WITH ANYBODY!!! " i just cLose my ear and then cry... and i whisper, "thank you mom!!But, i can't!! i Like him. So, i wiLL be with him"

my First and my Last Love

First Tine i FeeL Like someone at i was 15 Years OLd ... too fast, yeah .... maybe too quick ...

His Name is Daniel Hendrik Punuindoong.. he is our Minister's chiLd in my church...

i am a tambourine girl in my church (GPdI Bethesda). so, every saturday night we have to practice for Monday..

i meet him at the church. He always disturb me ... he so annoying ...

But, i think he has something special. because ????? I DON'T KNOW !!!! then, maybe he know if i always watch him. So, he say "aLyn, i Like U. WouLd u be my Girlfriend??"

WOW !!! I heard angel's voice around me. i can't feel my body. i can't see anything. i happy. i happy. i happy. But, suddenly, i say "NO!!.. we are have different age. So much. 10 Years." and he just silent.

2 weeks ago, i heard if he is in a relationship with other girl. MAD, ANGRY, BROKENHEART!!!! i feel want to kill that girL ... hahahahhaaa...... but, their relationship is over again. yes, yes, yes....

and, He Looking for me. and ask me once again by Phone. "aLyn, can u be my girlfriend?"
i said "Yes." awwwww .... i'm so shame .... and he said something terrible "but, if can make me Love U, i wiLL Love U with aLL my Life" .... whaattt ???? sooo,,,, he is not yet Love me, right??? okEh !!!!!

i start this relationship with nobody know.. (Backstreet) .... untiL my Parents agree :D